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		<title>Trouble with the current health care system</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Yes, my foot is doing better. But yet another tale of the American system (health/retail)
I took my scrip to the Walmart pharmacy an hour ago. Handed them the doc&#8217;s computer generated scrip (so they can&#8217;t blame the handwriting for errors). The lady says, &#8220;He didn&#8217;t put the quantity in so we have to call him [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=greff.wordpress.com&blog=256744&post=219&subd=greff&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>Yes, my foot is doing better. But yet another tale of the American system (health/retail)</p>
<p>I took my scrip to the Walmart pharmacy an hour ago. Handed them the doc&#8217;s computer generated scrip (so they can&#8217;t blame the handwriting for errors). The lady says, &#8220;He didn&#8217;t put the quantity in so we have to call him before we fill the scrip.&#8221; To make a long story short, I left the store very angry after a few words. I think I said (loudly), &#8220;That&#8217;s the American health system for you. How much worse could a National care system be?&#8221; This was AFTER the lady slapped the scrip on the counter and said &#8220;Go somewhere else!&#8221;</p>
<p>Then I said, &#8220;This is a life or death situation!&#8221; Then the head pharmacist came over and said, &#8220;That&#8217;s putting too much pressure on us!&#8221; He was defending the lady whom I think he bangs on a regular basis after hours, or during, your call.</p>
<p>Now, before you start to valiently defend the phramacy people, I told Yvonne what happened. She said, &#8220;But he did put the quantity on it, near the bottom. It said Quantity: 4.&#8221;</p>
<p>So, I called the pharmacy back and after identifying myself she quickly said &#8220;Your prescription is filled!&#8221; I said, &#8220;That&#8217;s good, but do you understand why I was angry now?&#8221; She said, &#8220;No, I don&#8217;t.&#8221; I said, &#8220;Two of you looked at the prescription and then you told me I had to wait.&#8221; She didn&#8217;t care about that FACT.</p>
<p>Just for my own good nature, I called Walmart, asked for the CS manager and told him about the incident. He said, &#8220;Oh my god!&#8221;</p>
<p>So, now I have to go back to Walmart and pick up my prescription for four (4) pills for which I will be charged $4.00. Then I will call back tomorrow and renew it for another four (4) pills and another $4.00 because my podiatrist doc did not really do the math right since he should have order 4 days worth, or 8 pills.</p>
<p>I think I will blog this and find out if there is a Walmart rep on Twitter and bother the crap out of that person. I don&#8217;t think Walmart is represented there yet, though.</p>
<p>The public (including me) is seething and getting angrier. Not a good thing to happen for the folks who don&#8217;t want NH when the Congress is discussing an overhaul.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Here are some of my favorite blogs.
1. The Bloggess &#8211; Here is a sample:
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>Here are some of my favorite blogs.</p>
<p>1. The Bloggess &#8211; Here is a sample:<br />
    <a href="http://thebloggess.com/?p=2684">http://thebloggess.com/?p=2684</a><br />
    Summary: Jen, who is obsessed with giant squids and very fearful of them, tells about her daily activities. She is <strong>NEVER DULL</strong>.  If you want to kill a blog be dull. Jen is getting noticed. I&#8217;ve seen her interviewed on various web shows and now she&#8217;s been invited by Guy Kawasaki to land on an aircraft carrier with a group of famous people. I&#8217;m not making this up.</p>
<p>2. Toby Cryns<br />
    <a href="http://www.cryns.com/">http://www.cryns.com/</a><br />
    Ok, Toby is my son and my business partner. If I can&#8217;t help my son, who should I help? Wait. What I mean is I have no problem with nepotism. In fact I embrace it. Put that in you smoke and pipe it, Republicans.</p>
<p>3. <a href="http://www.alltop.com">Alltop.com</a> &#8211; ok, it&#8217;s not a blog. It is an online magazine stand, quite interesting and powerful, created by Guy Kawasaki, one of my favorite web people.</p>
<p>4. <a href="http://search.twitter.com">Twitter Search</a> &#8211; not to be confused with the main Twitter site. I am a search freak. I love to put together combinations of words that can produce interesting results. For instance, type into Google &#8220;Greg is&#8221; with the quotes. But use your name to generate a laugh or a tear.</p>
<p>5. <a href="http://www.twitter.com">Twitter</a> and <a href="http://www.facebook.com">Facebook</a> &#8211; Facebook is still a distant second for me but gaining fast right now.</p>
<p>5. Yahoo.com &#8211; this is where I get my hard news. Their headline service is great, changing frequently.</p>
<p>6. Yahoo groups &#8211; I have a couple of my own groups and some that I frequent too. Good stuff.</p>
<p>greg cryns</p>
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		<title>Clarence Darrow on the death penalty</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[ Famous attorney Clarence Darrow&#8217;s gave 12-hour closing argument to the Leopold &#8211; Loeb murder trial. Everyone wanted the death penalty in 1924 for the heinous crime of murduring a young boy just to see if they could do the &#8220;perfect crime&#8221;. The story is told in the movie &#8220;Compulsion&#8221; with Orson Wells magnificently playing [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=greff.wordpress.com&blog=256744&post=212&subd=greff&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p> <em>Famous attorney Clarence Darrow&#8217;s gave 12-hour closing argument to the Leopold &#8211; Loeb murder trial. Everyone wanted the death penalty in 1924 for the heinous crime of murduring a young boy just to see if they could do the &#8220;perfect crime&#8221;. The story is told in the movie &#8220;Compulsion&#8221; with Orson Wells magnificently playing Darrow.</p>
<p>Here are a few paragraphs from that closing argument:</em><strong> </p>
<p>    I sometimes wonder if I am dreaming. If in the first quarter of the twentieth century there has come back into the hearts of men the hate and feeling and the lust for blood which possesses the primitive savage of barbarous lands&#8230;</p>
<p>    I would say something about the death penalty that, for some mysterious reason, the state wants in this case. Why do they want it? To vindicate the law? Oh, no. The law can be vindicated without killing anyone else. It might shock the fine sensibilities of the state&#8217;s counsel that this boy was put into a culvert and left after he was dead, but, Your Honor, I can think of a scene that makes this pale into insignificance. I can think, and only think, Your Honor, of taking two boys, one eighteen and the other nineteen, irresponsible, weak, diseased, penning them in a cell, checking off the days and the hours and the minutes, until they will be taken out and hanged. Wouldn&#8217;t it be a glorious day for Chicago? Wouldn&#8217;t it be a glorious triumph for the state&#8217;s attorney? Wouldn&#8217;t it be a great triumph for justice in this land? Wouldn&#8217;t it be a glorious illustration of Christianity and kindness and charity?</p>
<p>    Your Honor, if these boys hang, you must do it&#8230;It must be by your deliberate, cool, premeditated act, without a change to shift responsibility&#8230;[Y]ou know that I would have been untrue to my clients if I had not concluded to take this chance before this court, instead of submitting it to a poisoned jury in the city of Chicago. I did it knowing that it would be an unheard of thing for any court&#8230;to sentence these boys to death.</p>
<p>    Now, I must say a word more and then I will leave this with you where I should have left it long ago. None of us are unmindful of the public; courts are not, and juries are not. We placed our fate in the hands of a trained court, thinking that he would be more mindful and considerate than a jury. I cannot say how people feel. I have stood here for three months as one might stand at the ocean trying to sweep back the tide. I hope the seas are subsiding and the wind is falling, and I believe they are, but I wish to make no false pretenses to this court. The easy thing and the popular thing to do is hang my clients. I know it. Men and women who do not think will applaud. The cruel and the thoughtless will approve. It will be easy today; but in Chicago, and reaching out over the length and breadth of the land, more and more fathers and mothers, the humane, the kind, and the hopeful, who are gaining an understanding and asking questions not only about these poor boys but about their own, these will join in no acclaim at the deaths of my clients.</p>
<p>    I know your Honor stands between the future and the past. I know the future is with me, and what I stand for here; not merely for the lives of these two unfortunate lads, but for all boys and for all girls; for all of the young, and as far as possible, for all of the old. I am pleading for life, understanding, charity, kindness, and the infinite mercy that considers all. I am pleading that we overcome cruelty with kindness and hatred with love. I know the future is on my side. Your Honor stands between the past and the future. You may hang these boys; you may hang them by the neck until they are dead. But in doing it you will turn your face toward the past. In doing it you are making it harder for every other boy who in ignorance and darkness must grope his way through the mazes which only childhood knows&#8230;I am pleading for a time when hatred and cruelty will not control the hearts of men. When we can learn by judgement and understanding and faith that all life is worth saving, and that mercy is the highest attribute of man. Cl</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[If I were deeply religious I might say that God is really pissed off by the Republican party.  Every step it takes moves it further from its former leadership role.
I say &#8220;good riddance&#8221; and &#8220;rest in pieces&#8221; to the Republican party but I feel the Democratic party will see a similar fate in the future.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p><span style="font-size:medium;">If I were deeply religious I might say that God is really pissed off by the Republican party.  Every step it takes moves it further from its former leadership role.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">I say &#8220;good riddance&#8221; and &#8220;rest in pieces&#8221; to the Republican party but I feel the Democratic party will see a similar fate in the future.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">We are witnessing the birth of the multi-party system in the US. The US will finally catch up to the European way.Moving to the left (more government) tells me that this is what the country (like an organism) needs to survive. I have this theory that governments, like corporations, have their own life force, if you will, that makes them like humans. After all, countries are made up of lots of human beings.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">A government, like a corporation, will gravitate toward whatever it is that seems to make it healthier, an organism with the will to thrive. An organism that has food on the tables and houses to protect it. I think the brain (as part of the body, not separate from) does that for the body as well.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Glenn Beck. Yesterday I listened to about 15 minutes of his TV show. Beck reinforced his belief that the two party system is crumbling. Did you get that?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">I was startled by Beck&#8217;s new beliefs. He is saying what I&#8217;ve been saying for a while now. &#8220;People should not fear the government. The government should fear the people.&#8221;  I put it differently and would say &#8220;The real work begins after the election.&#8221; This is a far cry from &#8220;You can change it but you need to wait til the next election.&#8221;</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">We look back and say &#8220;that&#8217;s the way it started out, so beautiful, now it is moving away from that ideal.&#8221; Beck is mourning the loss and he is fearful. But he sees the light. I think he knows he cannot rejoin the Republican party. His motives are not pure, for sure.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Wouldn&#8217;t you love a real opportunity to have an influence on what Obama does or does not do every day? We need to make Obama respect and, yes, fear us. How do you do that with the one-party system we have in place now?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">You still don&#8217;t think it is a one-party  system?</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Beck is flip-flopping. A few years ago the Republicans made fun of Kerry as a flip-flopper. How silly. It is good to flip-flop. At least it shows you are thinking and not head-bobbing.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">You seem to be married to the Constitution and the Bible. Are you? Do you see them both as etched in stone? Both have some sound rules for living yet both are antiquated by the events of today.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Hitler and Stalin loved head-bobbers. They murdered those who were not.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">See you next time!</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Greg</span></p>
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I received this letter from an acquaintance :</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;"><strong>I have been in Washington DC this week as a personal assistant to a man who uses a wheelchair.</strong> I came to collect a paycheck during a time in my life where paychecks have been scarce.  I am leaving with some questions answered about who I am and posed with questions about who I want to be in the future. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">It has been a difficult time since Devin&#8217;s death and in this physical place, I have discovered a wrenching emotional place, a place I have forgotten and had not connected the dots to.  It took a return to DC with people from all over the country in a unified voice of defiance to learn the strengths others see in myself. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">But I am still weak. I am too weak to finish sentences when trying to explain to strangers why the Community Choice Act affects so many so profoundly.  I am too weak to not cry when thinking Devin could have been saved by a bureaucratic system bent on sentencing people in nursing homes to life without choice, without access, without respect or love or dignity, to a life without life.  I am not strong enough in this army of the willing. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">I have seen hundreds of people, some in wheelchairs, others with visual or audio impairments and still others with varying ability ranges march in 90 degree plus heat (not including Atlantic humidity) march to the White House only to learn Barack Obama lied about the change he said would come. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">We wanted choice in the health care reform legislation currently being written.  We wanted the scores of people locked in nursing homes without choice to have the simple civil liberty of choice to live in their own homes.  We wanted the administration to know this is not merely a matter of policy but of civil liberties denied to people with disabilities but granted to everyone else. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">During his campaign, Obama said he would.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">President Obama&#8217;s legislative staff heard our demands and flat out said no.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">He said NO!!!</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">I saw nearly a hundred people chain themselves to the White House fence.  I heard singing and non-violent protest and children with their parents being shown something many people believe ended in the early 70&#8217;s: a sacrifice for the better whole in the name of a civil rights movement for a group by a group without their civil liberties.  That was Monday.  Tuesday I saw an intersection blocked during rush hour traffic and heard about another blockade in another part of the city.  We were outside the Capitol on the House of Representatives side; the others were on the Senate side.  I saw people arrested and pushed away.  The first person was released ten hours later; the last 14 hours later.  No meds, no food but what they had between them.<br />
Wednesday I saw something NO ONE has seen since 1990: people in wheelchairs climbing out and climbing up the Capitol stairs on their hands and knees, others on their bellies the best they could.  This defiant action was last seen just before the Americans with Disabilities Act was signed.  THAT is how important this Community Choice Act is.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">I will share with you why this is important to me: as I hand out flyers, I say &#8220;It could happen to you, it could happen to me.  Free our brothers and sisters locked in the prisons called nursing homes.&#8221;  It is simple, powerful and quick.  And for the positive reaction I get, I too get a reaction, a realization of how this really does impact me. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Before I left Virginia in 2007, Devin, Connie and I searched desperately for personal assistants to replace me.  No one stepped up and it came as no surprise because being a PA doesn&#8217;t pay, doesn&#8217;t come with benefits and the work can be highly personal and challenging. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Working at nursing homes or institutions provided better wages and benefits and scheduled lunches.  The horror stories concerning these nursing homes are more rule than exception.  Why it pays less to work in a person&#8217;s home than a nursing home is the government support and endorsement of nursing homes.  Medicaid is built to protect nursing homes and keep patients (prisoners) in them so staff and administrators (guards and wardens) keep their money and what better way to make even more money? </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">People in their homes cannot compete or attract the quality employee because candidates would rather work in retail or food service because of how much more lucrative it is.  And so, when I left Virginia and Connie left for work and Devin stayed at home because no one wanted to work for him who wouldn&#8217;t abuse him or support his desire to live and work and play, </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">I do hold the state responsible, I do hold nursing homes responsible and so should you.  When I told people our brothers and sisters are dying in these places, when I heard others say patients come to nursing homes in an ambulance and leave in a hearse, when I heard survivors describe the conditions they lived in, I knew this wasn&#8217;t a line.  This came from the heart.  So does this next request.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">HR 1670.  This is the bill number concerning the Community Choice Act.  It has been in legislation before and has been re-introduced.  This act MUST be included in the health care reform package currently being written.  It may be finished in a couple of weeks, so please do this NOW! </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">Health care reform is worthless if this is not included.  The new administration has flatly denied the inclusion of this act, so we need Congress to back this up now and that means we need you to contact your Senators and Representative. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:medium;">We are all a part of this American Community, right now we do not all have equal Choice or rights and we must Act now. <strong>Community Choice Act affects us all</strong>.  20% of all Americans live with some kind of disability and if lucky, ALL will age into a disability.  Soldiers sacrificing limbs, citizens involved in accidents, everyday lives impacted in an instant: we are all impacted by this and tomorrow, you will not have a choice.  This bill passes and you will.  This is cheaper since it proven to be less burden on the state and federal governments, policy will be improved and most importantly, civil liberties will be ensured to all citizens of this country.</span><br />
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		<description><![CDATA[What I do, when I come up behind these people, is the same thing you do, namely pass them on the right and glare at them. Unfortunately this tactic doesn&#8217;t seem to be working. So I&#8217;m proposing that we go on to the next logical step: nuclear weapons.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p><span style="color:#000000;font-size:medium;">What I do, when I come up behind these people, is the same thing you do, namely pass them on the right and glare at them. Unfortunately this tactic doesn&#8217;t seem to be working. So I&#8217;m proposing that we go on to the next logical step: nuclear weapons.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;font-size:medium;">Specifically I&#8217;m thinking of <strong>atomic land torpedoes</strong>, which would be mounted on the front bumpers of cars operated by drivers who have demonstrated that they have the maturity and judgment necessary to handle tactical nuclear weapons in a traffic environment. I would be one of these drivers.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;font-size:medium;">Here&#8217;s how I would handle a standard left-lane blockage problem: I would get behind the problem driver and flash my lights. If that failed, I&#8217;d honk my horn until the driver looked in his rear-view mirror and saw me making helpful suggestive hand motions indicating that he is in the passing lane, and if he wants to drive at 55, he should do it in a more appropriate place, such as the waiting room of a dental office.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;font-size:medium;">If <em>that</em> failed, I&#8217;d sound the warning siren which would go, and I quote, &#8220;WHOOP WHOOP WHOOP WHOOP&#8221;. Only if <em>all</em> these measures failed would I proceed to the final step, total vaporization of the car (unless of course it had one of those BABY ON BOARD signs).</span></p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Some movies, I can watch over and over. I&#8217;ve noticed that the music in the movie often drives me back to it.
Here are a few of my favorite movie tunes (and scenes):
Interlude Theme: Time is like a Dream
(an oldie but a goodie from 1968 &#8211; DVD not available )

Rose&#8217;s Theme from Titanic


A Beautiful Mind





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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>Some movies, I can watch over and over. I&#8217;ve noticed that the music in the movie often drives me back to it.</p>
<p>Here are a few of my favorite movie tunes (and scenes):</p>
<p><strong>Interlude Theme: Time is like a Dream</strong><strong></strong></p>
<p>(an oldie but a goodie from 1968 &#8211; DVD not available )</p>
<p><span style="text-align:center; display: block;"><a href="http://greff.wordpress.com/2009/04/29/my-favorite-soundtrack-themes/"><img src="http://img.youtube.com/vi/lZvIu9933eY/2.jpg" alt="" /></a></span></p>
<p><strong>Rose&#8217;s Theme from Titanic</strong></p>
<p><span style="text-align:center; display: block;"><a href="http://greff.wordpress.com/2009/04/29/my-favorite-soundtrack-themes/"><img src="http://img.youtube.com/vi/OSZCFFpix2g/2.jpg" alt="" /></a></span></p>
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<p><span style="font-size:small;"><strong>A Beautiful Mind</strong></span></p>
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<p><strong>Requiem for dream</strong></p>
<p><span style="font-size:small;"><span style="font-size:small;"><span style="text-align:center; display: block;"><a href="http://greff.wordpress.com/2009/04/29/my-favorite-soundtrack-themes/"><img src="http://img.youtube.com/vi/bMT8dZ5UYgY/2.jpg" alt="" /></a></span></span></span></p>
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<p><strong>The Boys In The Band &#8211; Anything Goes (1970)</strong></p>
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<p><strong><span style="text-align:center; display: block;"><a href="http://greff.wordpress.com/2009/04/29/my-favorite-soundtrack-themes/"><img src="http://img.youtube.com/vi/PGirMvTVrig/2.jpg" alt="" /></a></span></strong></p>
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<p><strong>Now We Are Free &#8211; Gladiator (click the screen to see it on YouTube)<br />
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<p><span style="text-align:center; display: block;"><a href="http://greff.wordpress.com/2009/04/29/my-favorite-soundtrack-themes/"><img src="http://img.youtube.com/vi/9CppQF_nwn8/2.jpg" alt="" /></a></span></p>
<p><strong>What are your movie music favorites?</strong></p>
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		<title>Teabag Parties show Republican weakness</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[No, I am not scared by this teabag stuff. I am amused and I just want to hit back at these brainwashed people who had such a good time aiming their attacks at liberals when they were protected by George and DICK.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>No, I am not scared by this teabag stuff. I am amused and I just want to hit back at these brainwashed people who had such a good time aiming their attacks at liberals when they were protected by George and DICK.</p>
<p>Your paragraph on 48% of Americans makes no sense to me at all. Do you automatically assume that all of the 48% are low income people?</p>
<p>As far as I know, only rabid Libertarians want no taxes at all. I think your Repubconservatives realize that we need at least what was taxed before the meltdown brought on by the rich people.</p>
<p>Beheading and rape &#8211; be very afraid!</p>
<p>Do you know anyone who attended a teabagger party today? Maybe that is why <strong>you</strong> are sensitive?</p>
<p>By the way, what are they protesting today on tax day? Has Obama raised taxes? Is he proposing to raise taxes on people who earn less than $250,000 (or $200K &#8211; pick your number)?  Did you go to a teabag party? There must be a big one in Chicago. HA-HA.</p>
<p>The 50,000 is a number I took out of my Athletics cap. But I bet it is close, maybe higher than reality.</p>
<p>Where were the protesters when Bush did the first bailout? Wait, I know. This protest is not about taxation, right? It is about bailouts. Hmmm, were there any Republican bankers who gleefully took their bailout money? I did not hear many of the bankers or Wall St people rejecting the money.</p>
<p>Bailouts are bad because they are more about saving the rich than the poor, in my humble opinion. However, they seem to be having some effect on the economy. Well, I know they had nothing to do with the upswing that we&#8217;re possibly seeing now, do they? That was going to happen anyway, according to the Republicans.</p>
<p>I hope the Republicans are driven to disband only things would not be as funny any more.</p>
<p>Twitter is left wing? Who said so? Hannity, Rush, Glenn? Who? How would you or they know? Oh, I see, the entire Internet is lefty. Is that it? When the newspapers all disappear (that <strong>is a true tragedy</strong> in the making) then I guess &#8220;The Press&#8221; will be TV and the Internet and right wing radio?</p>
<p>WSJ reported that the pharmaceuticals are raising their prices by double digits. Hospitals also raised prices. I think the cost of healthcare has risen over 100% in the past 5 years? Something like that.</p>
<p>You talked about how the Canadian health plan makes people wait for tests.  Yvonne had to wait about three months to get her colonoscopy. What&#8217;s the difference? Nicer nurses?</p>
<p>In America we get the healthcare we deserve. True?</p>
<p>See ya.</p>
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		<title>Returning to Baghdad, 30 years later</title>
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<div class="A_ArtDate">Tuesday, Jan 20, 2009</div>
<p><span style="font-size:10pt;"><span style="text-decoration:underline;"><strong>Editor&#8217;s Note</strong></span>: Our dear friend and poet, Nesreen Melek, returned to visit her country, Iraq, after 30 years. She sends us her lamentations for her country and her people who have been changed forever. <strong><em>- LMB</em></strong></span></p>
<hr size="2" /><span style="font-size:10pt;">Dear Friends at Axis of Logic,</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:10pt;">I left Baghdad the day before yesterday. I stayed there for sixteen days; it was my first visit since I left in 1978.</p>
<p>Baghdad was like a beautiful woman who aged in an ugly way, a woman who had an Alzheimer disease and lost connection with the outside world. Baghdad was raped by serial killers. They have so much hatred to anything that is Iraqi.</p>
<p>Neighborhoods in Baghdad are separated by walls and checkpoints are everywhere, although the soldiers are trying to make the checkpoints look as good as possible, so they decorated it with plastic roses and plants. Americans are still pointing their guns on the Iraqis thinking that Baghdad is now an American city. Streets in Baghdad are not paved, and dust covers the whole city. Dijlah is no longer the river which poetry was recited praising it’s beauty, the sky is no longer the clear sky, the air is not longer the clean air, people are sad, they don’t have hopes or dreams. There are no smiles on children’ faces. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size:10pt;"><em>What a loss.. What a loss</em></p>
<p>During my stay, I was overwhelmed with love, tenderness, care and giving from family members, friends and people I didn&#8217;t know. Their love will warm my heart and body in these cold days here in Canada. Despite the pain, Iraqis are still capable of giving and spreading their love to others.</p>
<p>I left Baghdad in the late seventies keeping a beautiful image in my eyes and heart. I left Baghdad this time with an ugly image. Baghdad is no longer the city I once knew. But in both times, I realise that I left Baghdad but Baghdad had never left me. What is in Baghdad that people get so attached to?</p>
<p>Back to Toronto, where the snow covers everything, where people are rushing to meet deadlines, where people are connected to computers, where people are busy, not knowing that somewhere in this world, people are suffering because there are murderers who killed innocent people by the name of democracy. I am part of this circle. I am going to work today, and my coworkers will think that I was on a nice vacation. People go home for a vacation but I went home to witness the ugliness of the American war on my country and to learn not to forgive or forget the atrocities of the killers.</p>
<p>I will continue with my life here, but I will never forget the face of the little Iraqi girl who I smiled to but she turned her face away from me. I asked her to look at me but she  refused&#8230; Was she blaming me of taking the smile away from her face? How many family members did she lose during the war and what was her story? I stretched my hand to reach hers, but she run away. What went on in her mind may be that she thought that I was one of them.</p>
<p>The little girl’s face reminded me of all our losses, I kept asking myself, &#8220;Who gave the Americans the right to ruin the Iraqi children’s life? And why do American children have the right to live a better life than the Iraqi children?</p>
<p>Baghdad and the face of this little girl will stay in my memory and my heart until I will go for a visit, another time.</p>
<p>Love you all,</p>
<p><em>nesreen</em></span></p>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>Global warming. Your mindset says that global warming is a hoax.</p>
<p>So, what is to discuss? <strong>You better be right!</strong> I may tend to agree with your conclusion but I&#8217;m not willing to risk being wrong.</p>
<p>If you feel comfortable telling your grandkids not to worry about it, then all is good, for you at least. Maybe not for your grandkids.</p>
<p>I bet you didn&#8217;t think there would be another Depression in our lifetime. Neither did I.</p>
<p>You are looking for scientific answers in a world where some scientific things never existed before. Thus, your conclusion could easily erroneous. Never in history has the carbon footprint been like today. I think that is partly due to your fear of change.</p>
<p>You want to keep gasoline cars. I would like to see trolley cars make a comeback in the big cities. And they might, or something like them.</p>
<p>Are you obsessed with keeping the world before 2000 the way it was? If so, I think you are going to make your sunset years very uncomfortable. Personally, I am getting ready intellectually and emotionally for some very strange things to happen. Did you know that gasoline will probably go over $4 a gallon soon? How about $8 soon? Does that shake you up? You probably know that already.</p>
<p>If Obama shakes up your world now, wait til $8 gas comes along.</p>
<p>Remember the Yellow Menace? It&#8217;s here! All of our dark dreams are coming true. Yet you diss me when I talk about the possibility of nuclear termination. That will never happen, right? The horror is that we would probably just not wake up one morning, not 3 million people in Chicago, anyway.</p>
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